Crazy, simple, dirty, logic whateveeeeer

okkk im need to desaogarme somewhere, im like…. this ._. im totally not feeling chistmas present yet and i pased n front of christmas trees and i didnt smell the christmas smell D: that totally made my heart feel empty xd

another stuff… my mom and my dad… i just dont… understand my dad at all, for a moment he’s super ok normal and in other moment hes like pissed off or mad for nothin and start escream like crazy -.- i think he is bipolar and i dont like that it just make me always get sad or pissed but thanks God i have music to forget (:

talking about friendship, that shit is bittersweet for reaaal, or i just have always bad luck with friendships, quz a year ago i passed a very complicated friendship that ends in me sending they both to fuck x_x

so i got new friends and was so cool i feel good again but some of them are totally bitchees now - _- two of my friends fought for reaall the start a fight and one of them ended bleeding xdd soo, i talk to they both still and one of them is like “if you talk to her, i’ll not talk to you” and im like “beeeeeetch im 16 years old grown man, im not gonna get into that kidness of your” so now shes being bitch with me, but i dont give a fuck really, one day soon i’ll tell her grow up dirty pussy bitch

changing topic, i found my old cellphone quz my blackberry is broken x_x and i found some fucknig shit from the past there XDD iwas such a silly kid xd thank God i grew up (:

i still love the idea that nobody’s reading this *o* haha is like writing a card without destination :D (if you read this put a like on this note x_x)

sooooo, im asking for this christmas to God, that send me somebody to lovee, a summerlovee B) or something to touch that person’s hair and tell that person ” i love you ” and give that person a big silly in love smile *-*

sooo, i guess thats all :B 

when i hit to 30 followers i will upload a photography proyect i was doing about the sky, you’ll love it :) hope so haha 

and i dont know where, so im gonna right my shit here :)

lately some people that were my friends are bitches with me for nothin, is like, one start saying that im hateful and the other one is wanna be so they are like treating me bad and stuf and fuck them really, quz my other friends tell to me that im not hateful, menstruation is bad, make strong girls ento mean ones.. but hey, everybody can talk shit about me quz im giving a BIG fuck really xD and suddenly im losing my male friends because im being more openly with my sexuality lately, and.. is very shitty… ubt i think with the time they will be like whatever … well, i have my girlfriends that are ok with it but i need my dudes either :( ah! whatever comes and gonna get use to it.

changing topic, im not gonna fail physics (God is big) but i has to work very hard to not fail last week, it was very heavy but im alive! xD summer is soon and i hope God have greatest stuff that i was looking for before but i didnt get them :c

lately i feel a little alone… but then i got to school and there is my girl lorena :) i love her so much *-* she always make me happy , thank God for sending me her ! xd  i have another people to tal kand stuff but nothing like with lorenaa ccc: bffff

something funny is that some people in my classroom think they are better than others jsut becouse they think theyre more mature than us… like wuuuutt xD that bitches even got 20 years of life and they’re talknig about being mature, so dumb.

breaking news: im inmature xD and i dont give a shit! im a teenager c: i live my mistake and my music 

i love my family

and last night i torture myself thinking about my future, but a fall to sleep thinking of being the next  calvin klein xD

well, thats it :D the funny thing of all of this is that nobody gonna read this completely and nobody gonna judge me :D(Y)